Never work today, suppose to... Wasted.Regretted.Irritated.Stress.
Still stress about so many things , trying extremely hard to forget about the many things that happen. But no matter how hard i try, i just can't.Annoying... Feel like crying!!!! But what for , i should learn how to handle every situation that i'm in. Learning though...I don't know if i should do this but, i don't intend to work as a nurse and i really need a super long break. Away from everything, as least, give me peace and quiet.I'm really tired but seems like nobody can understand the stress that i'm in.*sigh* Need a holiday, but no money. Wish Mum and Dad understand what i'm going through and bring me to somewhere that i can rest.But the problem is , i don't like telling people on how i feel about things , i would rather keep my mouth shut than saying it out.And this is what causes me to go 'berserk'.I REGRETTED NOT STUDYING HARD AND TAKING MY O's AND DOING IT WELL THEN MAYBE I CAN GO POLY AND TO THE CAUSE THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO PLUS DOING THE JOB THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED SINCE YOUNG.
NO STRENGTH LEFT FOR ME TO CONTINUE....
This moment is perfect,
stay with me.