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♥, Maggie
AGE---> THE BIG TWO AT THE FRONT & ZERO BEHIND!! O THE HORROR
I'm in LOVE AND in LOVEwith my BABY Tan PeiYuan
I'm VIOLENT if you don't know me yet,
that's because those who deserves to get BITTEN, SO YEA
I ENJOY being with my BABY
Enjoy having fun with my BABY & Friends
LOVELY DAZZLINZ LOVES
MY WISHY WISHY LISTS
○ Being with my BABY FOREVER
○ A brand new laptop
○ A Camera, a good one
○ Someone to pay for my Degree Course
○ Good Career
○ Good income
○ My future to be GOOD
○ Makeup palettes
○ A pair of new shoes
○ Camera
Yesterday never update my blog.Was too busy doing my homework as tommorow i'll be having a test.Well , my younger brother lost his wallet with his IC in it.Bloody people always stealing people's stuff.Wait till you steal something which will bring u bad luck!!!Same for that idiot person who stole my bag!! Let's update my day.Here goes, IT SUCKS! That's what i have to say.hehe I don't understand why people like to assume things when they don't really know me in and out.I've got things that happened at home and not many people know it except those whom i'm close to will know.It's not easy to accept things which happened. Not many people will understand what i am going through.I'm under alot of pressure and i just feel like killing myself.Almost everything in my live , i have kept it to myself.I really do find it irritating for those people who think you know me but actually your don't.Just leave me to do my own soul searching. Played badminton today , first with Deborah ,Mahirah,Ayu. Then late went to play with Azmi cause mahirah ask me to try playing with him.To be honest , he's better than me but i got hit on the head with a racket and a ball.Then , i played with Serene , we played till we became crazy , laughing all the time. lolx!!I love is the SW , that's the only thing that i enjoy most about.
Well...today i went to church and there was this idiot.i mean as long as ur polite people should not mind about anything.i said "excuse me" and then a second time as i was irritated so i said "excuse".Then is he say like that " its crownded for god sake!" . I was damn pissed! So i stared at him , i don't care if the person is an adult , i got my right to do things . If its crowded then try to move abit so that other people can pass through. I was so angry!!!If i see him , i will make sure i block his way and if he say "EXCUSE ME" , i'll reply the same thing he said to me!!I went back to work today , there was this new girl , but i find her , not say like other people , friendly and all.But i was thrown into the water by wardi , arens and edwin... and i got myself injured , thanks alot.But no matter what , i love this job and i wouldn't quit this job.Jonathan also got pissed with some of the guest , i mean , people will be pissed if you don't listen to instructions right.And we warn you once , twice , don't expect us to tell it to you again!Is really annoying...It's usually at 'skyrider' , that's where i will always be stress!! WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL , IT ROCKS!!! I LOVE THE SONG ESPECIALLY "BREAKING FREE"!!!! LOLX!
Today was not my day.I forgot so many things during phase test , i was too nervous that i forgotten to take this cut this.O dear... but lucky my teacher was good and she gave me a pass but i don't think it will be a good pass.Then after that i went out with Melissa, we went orchard , Far East there to find shoes and clothes .I finally found my shoe that i have always want.The height was just nice and size also , i manage to get it lolx!!!We went around almost the whole of orchard but i got tired then we walk to Plaza Sing , took a train home .My mum ask me how was my test and just told her i forget to cut this and that and then she start nagging nagging again and again .It's so irritating to hear nag everyday!! Everything that my brothers make a mess , all the blame will be me! And i can't stand my Elder brother to act so big , everything also he must control , its damn annoying to control me ! Music i also cannot hear it loud. Then he everytime can , ask him lower down the volume , he don't want .He's just freaking annoying!!!!
Woo-hoo!!i'm bored!!So tired today,study and got PE today.Today PE,we played basketball(girls only),it was fun!But i got hit on the head by the ball,pain!!!Then my teacher ask me if i can go for the track and field cause he wants me to run for my school.I say no actually but it depnds , if got 4x100m then i go.I don't want to go for the 4x400m.CRAZY as me run that distance.After, we got BHS and all we did was writting notes , so tiring.Then still got to practice for phase test , inserting NG tube.Hope i pass!!! really hope so ... I wanna go out and have some fun!
Another have passed , 2 more days to go before my phase test.I hope i can do better this term , at least get a GPA of 3...Today so boring, practice again for my phase test.Theory is nothing compared to practical.Have to listen in class when it's freezing cold!All i did was to copy notes and more notes.After break was BHS which is E-learning,that i can so because i can listen to my MP3 hahax.but worst is still CMS , don't really understand what the teacher was talking about.But lucky she explained to me personally.Graded assessment, doing a speech.OMG! i hate doing speeches, i hate standing in front of my whole class and talk about the topic...I will get nervous!
Guess what, i read M.S' blog and all she talk is HIM HIM HIM.Just write his name,everyone knows you like him.So , just write , it won't hurt.Sick and tired of alot of things , confuse over something which i never want to think about.But...i'm feeling better and better everyday since my classmates have joke around with me and helping me forget about everything that i am thinking.
WITHOUT MY FRIENDS,MY DAYS ARE SADDAY,MOANDAY,TEARSDAY,WASTEDAY,THIRSTDAY,FRIGHTDAY,SHATTERDAY.I'M GLAD THAT I HAVE MY FRIENDS
Yet another day have pass,and my test is drawing nearer and nearer.It's lucky that my teacher , Mrs Tan test me today and say i wouldn't fail but i just need to speak up more and try not to shy.Azmi and Irene didn't come to school today , it was quite boring without them.But still able to cope...I was LATE today,got my detention by sweeping the floor.In class,vanam and naz were crazy ... one singing the other talking rots.Then me and Deborah laugh non-stop.At least they help forget about everything which i have been thinking.It helps abit but at least i wouldn't talk about it.But i am still confuse about it and have to get it off my chest sooner or later,i was thinking of drinking wine to drown whatever i am thinking so that i can concentrate on my studies better.Still , there are people still teasing me in school...
So...let me put my very first entry for the year lolx.
Well...today was really stressing yet fun at the same time.CMS , today was super boring , always got project to do . The first one was to be done in a group which i prefer.The second one really can be stressing and my teacher is so boring now! They change my teacher... IRRITATING! Lucky , there was an entertainer sitting behind me...At least they were doing things that make me and Deborah laugh.After lesson,we ate our lunch first as we have 1 hour break.Then came BHS, it was E-Learning.Pretty boring , i totally can't understand the whole of the book.All we do is copy notes ...We had at least 2 hours of practice for our NGT insertion.But , it was still no good. I'm not good enough.I need to get at least and A.Well , anyway , i'm troubled by something which i don't know if i should tell the person.*sigh*
New blog , new change... is all about me again ... but i've change quite abit then what i was last time hehe...i'm back ... Failed my N'level' and went straight into ITE where i'm taking my Nursing course and i'm 17 this year! NICE! but i would prefer to be 18 and stay at that age for the rest of my life ...
