Friday, August 31, 2007 8/31/2007 08:45:00 PM
Today is ' TEACHER'S DAY! ' . Wishing all teachers a happy teachers day!!! Went to school but we finish like in 1 hour. I just went to school for 1 hour and went home. Lazy to go back to school anyway. Got nothing else to talk about but i slept for at least 4 hours , i was just too tired that i couldn't wake up. So , i message Reg that we had to cancel our plan , pretty tired and was having headache then.After i work up, i went to watch my show and later did my housework so that my dad can give me my $20 he promise me.Hehehe... But when mum wanted to wash the clothes , she scolded and nagged at me just because the clothes are not arrange to dark colours. I did arrange it actually , is just that she wants it perfect.Rather ask the "boys" to do the job.
Thursday, August 30, 2007 8/30/2007 08:27:00 PM
I don't what got into me today.Mdm tham was talking to me about not reading in class instead dicussing about the group project.I suddenly burst out crying, but i cried silently.Mdm tham was like shocked,she told me she wasn't even scolding me.I knew and i'm not crying about of this , i'm pretty stress about something but i just don't know what caused it.I was thinking about many things and i wasn't concentrating on the project.Well...i guess i'm not totally out of my stress and depression.I'm just starting to hate and love parts of my life.LOVING AND HATING MY LIFE AT THE SAME TIME!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 8/29/2007 08:10:00 PM
I got 43/50 for clinical nursing!! LUCKY!!!! never study also can pass. But i'm sure going to fail my BHS test because i lost alot of marks as i never study properly.I promise i'll study for my exam!!!! School today got some bazaar and the clothes are mostly from MNG,ZARA those brand.Got it cheap and its first hand.Bought 2 , and its for the people in Laos.Doing abit of charity work hahahax.Well... that's all for now
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8/28/2007 08:30:00 PM

omg!!! shocked jessica

weird smile but funny

serene in little ms pink hood
Monday, August 27, 2007 8/27/2007 08:44:00 PM
I don't what's with some people.When i do things they reject it and then they say something else.I'm really sick and tired of everything! i just want to get away from this school and everything!I love my current group because they are fun to be with.While i appreciate other people who care for me.Thank you.I wonder why some people treat me this way.Yes, i may be bullied easily but there's a limit to everything.How i am now is me , 'IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME THEN BUZZ OFF'! Don't just add words saying i love to do this to get attention or i love to 'ACT CUTE'. Which is totally wrong!This is how i am SINCE YOUNG.You can't change people's attitude in one day.Someimes people think i'm happy but i'm NOT!!! I still feel Stress , Depress by so many things that i can't forget.Is so difficult to forget about all these and move on.I'm the type who appreciate friendship but people just hack care about it.Just wanna die sometimes , but there's still things left undone in my life....HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANNA GET OUT!!!!
Saturday, August 25, 2007 8/25/2007 10:13:00 PM


sally and me

top(left-right):phoebe & anna



Top(left-rt): phoebe & me
bottom: katrina & sally




Woke up early today , went to send kitty kat off.So missing her but she's coming back.Till then study hard kat! miss u!
After that , i went with Phoebe ,Sally and Connie to downtown east there to study and have lunch.Then i went after lunch , to get ready to go to my parent's office club house.Played game the whole day. Was really tired!!! Feel like sleeping now but my hair is wet wet wet!
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
Friday, August 24, 2007 8/24/2007 09:38:00 PM
Well...I got totally nothing to say.Just that , today going for the 'Hyperbaric' was amazing!!! But the pressure was pretty annoying , hate it. Got nothing to say alreadySLEEPY!!!
Thursday, August 23, 2007 8/23/2007 08:21:00 PM
MY FAV SONG... ADDICTED TO IT FOR NOWENRIQUE IGLESIAS"Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)"
Do you know [x3]
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do yaIf birds flying south is a sign of changesAt least you can predict this every year.Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenlyI can't get it to speakMaybe finding all the things it took to save usI could fix the pain that bleeds inside of meLook in your eyes to see something about meI'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do yaHow can I love you [x4]
If you just don't talk to me, babe
I flow through my actThe question is she neededAnd decide all the man I can ever be.Looking at the last 3 years like I did,I could never see us ending like this.(Do you know)Seeing your face no more on my pillowIs a scene that's never happened to me.(Do you know)But after this episode I don't see, you could never tell the next thing life could be
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.Do you know [x3]
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x7]
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels likeloving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels liketo be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know [x3]
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels likeloving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels liketo be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed
Do you know [x4]
Do yaDo you know [x4]
Do yaDo you know [x4]
Do ya
8/23/2007 08:05:00 PM
Something was wrong yesterday so i didn't update. Played badminton yesterday with Serene, Jessica and Benjamin. Was really tired.Today, hate today especially the long hours. Mdm tham kept asking us to keep quiet but when we didn't make noise , the others make noise, is like she can't be bother. UNFAIR!!!! Can't be bothered to talk about all these.Anyway , I don't quite understand why people would bother saying other people are 'CHILDISH' when they just talk about people in their blogs or talking. I mean , if they write this , aren't they just one of them. Sometimes people who write this should think about it first.Don't just call people for the sake of just calling them. It's pathetic, really.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 8/21/2007 08:05:00 PM
Got nothing much to say actually , just that i'm super tired!!! so tired!!!!TIRED!!!GIVE ME A BREAK!
Monday, August 20, 2007 8/20/2007 08:35:00 PM
2 days never use the computer.Today got my Clinical nursing test. Pretty okay , not that hard but i forgot some of the nursing intervention and guidelines and the effectiveness.lolx.Well... Today i went to meet Regina to pass her back her 'lanyard' . She talked to me about many things and SHE KNOWS what happening people.So its no use hiding although some of us are not , we are merely saying out.Then i saw Gilbert and i didn't know it was him anyway until Regina told me.Well... i guess Reg have to listen to Gilbert this time.I've really got nothing to say.I accidently left my handphone somewhere and my mum took it and look at my wallpaper.And she nearly scold me... my dad , he scolded me just because there's a guy's picture only. Its over protecting me already!Got nothing to say...LOVE IT OR NOTI guess forgetting about him is the best thing i can move on with my life.It's not like without him i will die.But i can't bear not forgetting about him.What's more , its useless talking to him because there are things which he will not tell me.GUESS I CAN SAY I'M TOTALLY ALRIGHT!
Friday, August 17, 2007 8/17/2007 09:30:00 PM



Went to work today. Was late okay!Because i wanted to buy this black skinny jeans and i finally bought it! OMGosh! it's so nice okay , feel like wearing it tommorow but nah , don't feel like wearing it.Today Arron , our new duty sup . He's not that bad at all. He's abit like Edward but just abit blur blur.But he's very funny hahahax!! Other than that , i've got nothing to say le!!!
D-E-P-R-E-S
Thursday, August 16, 2007 8/16/2007 08:58:00 PM
I'm in love ... But i don't know how to tell it to that person.Anyway , its not like i'm pretty because i wouldn't say it.I also wouldn't say it to my friends or anyone that they are pretty.Sorry , but that's just me.I wouldn't say who i like , but just that i kind of blew him off.I don't know , i was jealous?I ADMIT! i can be jealous but i wouldn't show. Only that time... I never really go out with him because i'm lazy to ask people out.Usually they are the ones who pick the days to go out.Enough talk about this...TODAY TODAY!!Nothing much to say... Enjoy every bit in class today.Quite abit though.SPELLINGD-E-P-R-E-E-S
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 8/15/2007 05:59:00 PM
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!SPELLINGD-E-P-R-E-E-S-I
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8/14/2007 10:51:00 PM
Enjoy today,watched 'prince of tennis the movie' as in real life people act.LOVE IT!!!I guess its time i try to solve my own problems.For each time i feel that i'm not depress , i'll cancel one letter at a time and if i do feel depress , i'll add a letter to it. Yup , time to move on with my life!SPELLINGD-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O(DUED TO ME GETTING BETTER AND BETTER , I'LL CANCEL A LETTER AT A TIME)
Monday, August 13, 2007 8/13/2007 08:42:00 PM
O well... i went with Serene for break today.Wouldn't write anything that i don't really want people to know would i.That's all for today.Feel better today anyway...THE END!SpellingD-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N
Sunday, August 12, 2007 8/12/2007 09:54:00 PM

Nothing 2 say
DEPRESSION
Saturday, August 11, 2007 8/11/2007 11:43:00 PM
Yesterday...yesterday...nothing happen.Today went to my my parent's office club house.Played pool,did gym work and plaed the computer.Nothing much to say except that i love to play the game my brother introduce to me.heheheDEPRESSION...
Thursday, August 9, 2007 8/09/2007 11:33:00 PM

Got nothing to say.Except that i went out with Melissa and Charmaine to watch a movie! RUSH HOUR 3!!!!It was super funny!!! i totally love it! i wouldn't mind watching again!O well , tommorow i have to go work and i just told my parents that i have to work and my stupid dad gave me that bloody look!I hate him giving me that STUPID look!Can't he control his stupid temper!One day , if i can't take his stupid temper , i'll just tell him off!I don't care if he scold me or what but i just can't take it anymore...
STILL AT THE STATE OF DEPRESSION...
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 8/08/2007 11:03:00 PM
Yesterday ... i've got nothing to say at all except that i'm tired.Today national day celebration was very boring and hot!!!We were under the hot sun , you can even fry an egg.After the celebration , i took a cab home and change then i went out again to eat 'SAKAE SUSHI'.Woo...Very filling.Too full to walk and i wanna sleep.I'm a pig , after i eat , i will start to feel very sleepy.Cut my hair!!! But not short!!Not like the one on my friendster , nono...SLEEPY!!!! DEPRESSION STATE!!!
Monday, August 6, 2007 8/06/2007 08:52:00 PM
Bored , my holiday today.Did nothing actually , just watch those chinese Ghost Stories , funny one of course.If scary , i wouldn't dare to watch it alone.Ooo...scary... lolx.I also watched my favourite "MAI OTOME".Love this show because there's romance and fighting and of course friendship.I also played the computer almost the whole day.Did not bake cookies today because my mum forgot to teach me how to pre-heat the oven.hahahax.But i did cook for my family today and they love it.I'm such a good cook(I'M JUST JOKING).Don't feel like going to school tommorow , HATE it and don't want to see certain things.I love to study especially academic subjects , not that i'm good at it but i just love to study. Maybe i should have study hard for my N'level' but during that time got something happen and i couldn't concentrate.Well , i'm planning after i graduate from ITE , i want to work and after i earn enough money, i want to do private O'level' and if i pass, i'll go poly and of course not taking 'nursing' . I never choose that course , my parents want me to , and i just agree with them if not they may be angry.I want to do a course something to do with cooking and i love it.I'm still at the state of depression and i don't know what to do.I'm confuse,stress and depress by many things that are happening now.I can't solve my own problems but i can solve other people's problems(SOME).That's the problem with me.I escape and i don't faced it.I enjoy working at Wild Wild Wet because the people there make me laugh and forget all my problems.I just love it, that's why i always want to work there.They just make my day!!!THANKS GUYS , APPRECIATE IT!!!I'M STILL AT THE STATE OF DEPRESSION!!!HONESTLY!!!!
Sunday, August 5, 2007 8/05/2007 03:42:00 PM
Yesterday , i went to my parents office club house .We played pool haha , i beat my dad on a 1 to 1 game.LOLX!!!!! I think i became better at playing, i think i did improve on my skills , cause my elder brother teach me.The food there was great oso.Had fun yesterday...Well , today i did nothing much , maybe something will happen tommorrow , nobody knows.Lucky tommorow no school , that's what i love but friday i have to work in the afternoon , no choice .I booked too early , anyway because they also going to close for 3 weeks which is freaking long and is during my holiday...MAKE COOKIES!!!STILL AT THE STATE OF DEPRESSION!!!
Friday, August 3, 2007 8/03/2007 09:17:00 PM




I'm on the state of depression.Someone please help me...
Went to work today because that Taufiq cannot work and ask me replace so i just replace.Was at ular lah working and Gilbert was there also but later he went down.Today some boys splashed water at me when i'm having "dry land".OMG!!Then i had to request for "romeo romeo".Then some people hungry, at least let the person go toilet first , is not like i'm going to take very long.People never eat breakfast and lunch and you got the whole just to eat.Lucky today Edward 'duty sup'.Ate my 'wing rice' , favourite food!!!Took pics with DJ , he shave his hair till bald but not totally.I was wild today hahahax , took pics with almost everyone , of course only certain people , wait till Christmas then see if we can get one whole group pics together lolx.Nearly got pulled into the water by DJ...Wild Wild Wet going to be close for 3 weeks!!!My gosh , i need a job soon , for the 3 weeks as i'm having my holidays from 12 Sept-7 Oct.Going to miss everybody , maybe go out together hahax.
STATE OF DEPRESSION!!!!
Thursday, August 2, 2007 8/02/2007 07:40:00 PM

I'm so tired today... Yesterday , mum went crazy , she started screaming and shouting just because i didn't do the clothes properly.Everytime i do the clothing , she will never fail to nag at me always.Is so freaking annoying!!!Always treat me like a maid...Today , i nearly fell asleep in class but lucky never , only during break then i sleep. Did a speech during CMS , omg!!! I was so nervous because i never like making speeches in front of people.LUCKY!!!i hope i pass hehehe...Tommorow need to go work , i miss working there!!! But during my holiday going to close down for maintence... like that i wouldn't be able to work and need to find a job for replacement. Maybe i'll do the same job as Gerald , teach tuition at least primary level would be easy but i need to do a read up first.i've lost touch with my maths and all but not sciene because i'm learning science anyway.LOVE MY JOB!!! HOLIDAY NXT MONDAY AND THURSDAY!!!But exam going to come soon in lke one month time...Hope my GPA can go higher till 3 at least or 3.5 i hope...Better sleep early today , so tired...