DAZZLINZ

2011-03-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

I always wanted you to grow up and you say that

i'm treating you like a small kid?

You yourself CAN'T GROW UP AT ALL!!!

You are the one who is acting like a small kid

Just asking you to do things at my place is wrong?

IMPRESSION!!!!!!

2010-12-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

I feel damn annoyed that i can't find a job!!!!!

STRESS!

2010-12-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

Christmas is coming!!! :)

Gonna prepare after christmas to get a full time job.

Sigh...

Adulthood here i come... -.-

2010-11-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

It was only just a dream between us

2010-11-27T01:49:00.001+08:00

Honestly, I don't need the job there.

Just one small mistake, and what? send me home?

FUCK OFF! You think your so fucking good is it!!!??

I can get whatever jobs i want

2010-11-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

I'm not important enough to u that u can't chase me!!!!!!!!

2010-11-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

I HATE PEOPLE ALWAYS TREATING THEIR OWN FRIENDS LIKE SHIT!

You call that friendship? I call that making use of people!

Honestly lah, if you so free that you can go out with your friends everyday,

why not use your time properly. Enjoying like that will NEVER

GET YOU ANYWHERE. It's a FACT

2010-11-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Updates Updates!!!

This month's 4th is the WORST EVER!!!

I can't believe it, really!!

It was our day and then what, rushing to eat, then pick ur mum.

YOU DID NOT PROMISE HER AT ALL.

What is WRONG WITH YOU!!!!

I might as well choose my parents over you, so they want me at home

all day, i'll stay, all u have to do is come to my house everyday, it's

easy as ABC.

Just spending 1 hour plus with me is call spending time with me?

I don't understand why why why must you always sleep when i'm around.

What is this?

Then with your friends, you got headache, okay already then go have fun with

your friends and till damn late. Plus, you complained to me that you were

tired.

IF YOU PREFER YOUR FRIENDS THEN WHY BOTHER BEING WITH ME!?

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

2010-10-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

I feel very depress...

I feel so tired...

I just want to quit everything...

I don't know what to think anymore...

I just feel very sad...

I want to give up..

2010-10-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

Sick Sick Sick

Due to me, not having enough rest since F1....

Haven been able to rest for at least more than 10 hours of sleep and not going

out for just that one day.

Gonna miss Baby after this Sunday, I'm not going to be able to see him

for 9 days :(

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD!!!!

AND THAT STUPID IDIOT BETTER APPROVE HIS NOVEMBER AND

DECEMBER LEAVE AND NOT GIVE LAST MINUTE THINGS, SAYING

"YOUR LEAVE NOT APPROVE, NO REPLACEMENT"

DON'T GIVE ME THAT FUCK! GOT MORE THAN HOW MANY MONTHS

TO SORT OUT THE SCHEDULE, LIKE THIS, DON'T NEED CLEAR LEAVE.

STOP YOUR LAZINESS AND GET YOUR FUCKING ASS TO WORK!!!!

I WILL COMPLAIN TO THE HIGHER UPS IF I HEAR ANYTHING AGAIN.

2010-10-13T23:12:00.004+08:00

Getting very very very very tired...

I just feel so tired, really wanna rest just for 1 whole week.

I feel damn tired about doing so many things, not a single day that i can rest.

I got to earn money for Malaysia trip, save money to buy my face stuff.

I only got $250 for Malaysia trip ...

I've been going out every night just to do stuff, plan alot alot of things.

What am i going to do...

2010-10-06T21:51:00.025+08:00

Today, was suppose to be our after anniversary celebration...

We went to "Cheeky Chocolate" to find Manda and we tried the

'Minty Froooozen hot chocolate' although its not hot at all.

But the overall taste was nice.

After that, we went to "Let's Sweet", it's a Japanese sweet buffet.

They have main courses though, the overall taste was not bad, nice

but i wouldn't go back for a second time, it's not worth.

Can try it because some of it is really nice to eat.

After that, baby & me went our separate ways because he has other things on.

I wanted to spend the whole day with him, it's not like we get this all the time.

It's just damn sad, i asked him not to put anything else today but....

Although, i should have said it to him, but why must i always remind him things,

like something important like today?

He doesn't remember the important things that i always want to do with him,

only remember things that are "MORE IMPORTANT"...

2010-09-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

So damn tired!!!!
After 3 days of work, from morning to the next morning everyday.

The first day was still not that bad, getting use to it but whoa, nice to see

races. The first day was no problem but went home at around 4 and reached home

at 4 plus am in the morning, next day, woke up at 8 plus.

Second day, 3 hours worth of sleep...

Drank coffee before the start and in between before supper.

I was damn tired, and was pretty busy too. The problems in the suite

was horrible. Honestly, i find it damn stupid.

There's this "China girl" , the only china girl in our suite but not the only china

national. There, we have our ambassador, she's a malay.

We were very busy during dinner and both the "China girl" and me were

not doing the clearing much, but the boys was doing.

The "China girl was wiping the wet cutleries. The Ambassador saw that

and knew that the boys needed our help, so she told the both of us,

" Can your help the boys with some of the clearing? The wiping of the cutleries is

not that important..."

I said okay but the "China girl" don't want, so the Ambassador kept telling her,

and this is what the "China girl" said, ' You don't like Chinese right!?'

I find it stupid... -.- , our Ambassador wasn't racist at all...

Because of her, our whole team were so screwed up

The third day...

Finally the last day, not much of anything except busy busy.

We went home at 4 plus, i reached home at 5 plus am in the morning.

I miss my baby so much for the three days, finally got to see him today.

:) :)

2010-09-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

Today was one of the worst days of my life!

First, my darling, made me think of the first impression when he said those words.

It made me think of him, abandoning me or rather, not spend time with me.

It's like he is so focus onto it that he can forget all the things he said to me.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday, i wouldn't be able to spend time with him because

he has to do so many things and meet people, already, i'm not happy, because

we planned things on that 2 days and i had to change the day to tuesday.

I didn't make such a big HOO-HA when u said you'll spend time with me on

tuesday, wednesday, thursday. So i thought, okay, since you said it.

Honestly, from what you've said, it can really make me feel so upset.

I HATE people who focus on something and want to throw away things.

Second, I can't stand that idiot, a PERRFECTIONIST.

WTH... Say things about me like as if I know everything at Shangs.

Say me like as if i never do work at all... WTH

If your so calculative then go somewhere else to work or work alone!

It's that easy... Your nice BUT YOUR'RE AN ASS ALSO

2010-09-03T23:46:00.004+08:00

I'm getting sick and tired of everything.

First, I'm graduating soon from school because i don't have my cert yet.

And i want to work part time at Shangs for the time being, because i want to spend more

time with Baby and some friends and go on vacation at the end of the year.

But, it seems that, everyone is very unhappy about what i do.

Mum and Dad keep forcing me into finding a full time job, they told me the reasons,

but i told them my plans, but they still don't get it. Still forcing me to find one, and telling

me and telling me non-stop everyday, if they see me. It's enough!

I know what i'm doing, yes, people who graduate will find a job straight and they

will take my place, yes i know! But i just want to do things like this BECAUSE YOUR HAVE

NEVER LET ME BE FREE TO DO WHATEVER I WANT! I'M ALWAYS TRAP IN A CAGE,

JUST BECAUSE I'M A GIRL, DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF

MYSELF! I ENVY PEOPLE, WHOSE PARENTS ALLOW THEM TO DO THINGS BUT

WITH CERTAIN RULES. I CAN FOLLOW THAT CERTAIN RULES BUT NO....YOU

INSIST ON DOING YOUR EVERY WAY WHEN I'M TRYING TO TELL YOU I WANT OUT!

I'M SUFFOCATING BECAUSE OF ALL THESE! I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO YOU ALL THESE

YEARS, OBEYING YOUR EVERY WORDS. BUT YOU STILL WOULDN'T GIVE ME MY

SPACE... I'M ALWAYS THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE HOUSEWORK ALSO, WHEN

YOU SAY THE BOYS HELP WHEN WHAT I SEE IS BULLSHIT!!! I REALLY WANT TO

GET OUT IF THIS HOUSE SOONER OR LATER.

Second, this is now baby's turn... I was pretty upset with things nowadays,

because, i don't get to spend my time tomorrow with darling, our 1 year 1 mth

anniversary. It's because of his NS stuff....sigh.... dun wanna say anything more.

I find there's no teamwork at all.

Yesterday, i complained to him about mama... again, with the job thingin.

I feel damn vexed about it, it's pressuring me and stressing me.

I also told him about, us not really having enough time this week because of

the many things cropping up. And i was also annoyed by it. And because of all these,

both of us got angry and i was told off and said somethings about me getting a job.

It's like, here i am trying to spend as much time as possible with you before i start work

because once i start i wouldn't have time for anything at all, i have to quit cosplay and all.

Unlike your, your still get to have a few more years. Now is the 7th month, so they don't

need that many people. But, it's like you want me to work if i was needed to, even if you

don't get to see me, even if i work on your off days for both days. You said, you'll at the most send me to work then go home. Honestly, what's the point? It really made me feel that,

i can turn to no one to understand my point of view, to understand how much i really

wanna spend time with you and others. Then BLAH BLAH BLAH....

Honestly, i still feel really upset about what you've said to me....

Third, now is about the mooncake i helped to order for mum and other people.

But guess what? Someone who knows mum told her about this also, then i don't know what,

because of the 7th month and whatever thing, i got blamed for ordering it too early...

Do i look like a "know everything" kind of person? How would i know when the 7th month

ends, its not like we never do it before. I was afraid of the low stocks... and what can i

do? Nothing what... it's not like i know everything, so many people ordered even earlier

than us. SIgh... what's the point of helping your order it, next time just go order it yourselves!

Really feel vexed about so many things, i just wanna run away from home and all.

2010-09-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today was kinda upset with my sweet darling...

Maybe because of what he said in the morning that caused me to be sooo upset.

After we settled it, but before you know it, when we went out with some friends,

i got pissed at him again...

I wanted to spend time with him since we were out, like window shopping and

eating snacks together, since i wanted to try this new fries shop with dips.

But due to something, we couldn't go, and there came my unhappiness.

Sigh....

Seldom do we spend time together outside alone...

2010-08-26T01:46:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired Ohh I'm so tired, soo sslllpppyy...

Today was the YOG, Team South Africa, their celebration.

Nothing to talk about...

ALL I WANNA DO IS TO SLEEP!!!

AND I WANNA SEE MY PRECIOUS SWEET BABY

2010-08-23T12:35:00.004+08:00

22nd August 2010, Wild Wild Wet day

Darling and me went to WWW yesterday and we got our tickets for 60 cents each,

means we paid only $1.20 yesterday hahahax...

Dearie was soooooo excited, see him first time like that.

But both of us got sunburned.... eww....

Meet Jaspy junior

Natsumatsuri 2010

Baby, Yong Yong and Lolo went to natsumatsuri at the Japanese School.

I was pretty moody that day, weather was very hot. We took so long just to get into the event,

we were lining up to get the tickets to go in. HOT HOT HOT

We walked around and get our food then settle down to eat, after that,

we got our ice cream and walked around and we played the yoyo balloon game.

I only got one, baby and yong yong too, but miyu got 4 if i'm not wrong, so many....

Lolo went with a girl in the end, see him smile like no tomorrow -.-

O well, that was for that day

2010-08-16T22:57:00.023+08:00

Saturday's outing

Went out with my aunt for dinner but before that, i went to meet my baby.

We ate lunch together and went to Vivo to walk around and see see.

While walking around, we went to quite a few stores and tried some clothes,

baby saw this one particular one that he loves alot hehehe... but is for me,

saw me wearing it and looks nice on me. Bi...wanted to buy for me but expensive,

i told him we look around first. After the long walk, we went to Macs to sit and relax,

legs tired and both of us tired...hehe that's why some of the pictures taken are

tired faces. We then went to meet my aunt and go shopping with her, and....

my aunt bought me a pink jumper from 'Morphosis'. My other aunt was working there

though. After awhile, we decided to have our dinner, baby and me suggest

a place to have our dinner.

'The King Lousie' restaurant, honestly, those who can eat alot can go there.

We sat down and waited for my aunt's Bf to come join us and decide what to order.

We decided to order the 'Knight's Banquet', as you can see below, it's really big.

It says 2-3 pax but it can fit 4 pax, wow! Ours was the mixed, meat plus seafood.

The steak was good, the wedges was awesome, the rest were normal normal.

All i can say is that, the service is not good, i don't know if they were short

of man-power or what, but it was terrible.

After dinner, we went to walk around vivo and went our seperate ways

because we were going to meet yong and lolo. But before that, darling,

say let's go buy the top that he loves and there...BABY BOUGHT FOR ME!!!!!:D

hehehehehehehhehehehehe...

But came the disappointing part, that STUPID yong yong, ate dinner with i

don't want to name who till so late. When i told him don't be too late because

i can't go till too late and he still carry on with his dinner and ended up,

the meeting cancelled! WTH... I was very angry and very disappointed,

it's like, he abandon his friends for someone whom he's not together with yet.

VERY VERY VERY VERY ANGRY

Darling was the one who cooled me down in the end :)

LOVE YOU BIBI

Outing day with Charm Charm

Both of us met up at ION and made my objective of the day of what to do.

I was suppose to buy Bibi a top. So we went to almost alot of shops to look for the

perfect one, we did saw two, but one did not have his size which is sad,

it was so nice, it'll fit bibi so perfectly.

We took a lunch break, and because of our budget, we ate Burger Kings,

the $4.95 meal, it was feeling enough.

After lunch, we went to 'Wrisma' , to look for the top at 'Esprit'.

I saw the one i wanted to get, it was bright enough, but they did not have

XS, so in the end i bought S, hopefully it fits him since it's a slim fit type of

collar shirt.

After buying it, i accompany Charm to do her eyebrows and off to bugis.

Was looking for a jeans that can fit the top bibi bought for me :D

but couldn't find one and ended buying a shoe which cost $19.90

and we got a coupon for a free hotdog set, yum yum.

The girl who gave me the coupon, gave Charm one, so sweet.

After all that, we camcore abit and went home, both of us were so tired.

2010-08-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

Damn piss off!!!

It's always like that, you didn't even bother to know whether i'm save at home

or whatsoever. What is this? What NONSENSE is this?

If one day i go missing how!? Singapore is not as safe as everyone think it is...

Though it's safer than any other countries but still...because of some idiots,

Singapore is getting unsafe in some areas. After all, i'm still a girl, yes,

i can take care of myself but at least you...is it so damn hard to message me?

Is it so hard for you to do this small message thing to show that you're concern?

2010-08-12T14:51:00.017+08:00

Watched 'The last airbender' yesterday, nice show

but there's going to be other parts, long movie...Overall good.

Went for dinner with baby, yong yong and lolo at Ion, AOBA hokkaido ramen restaurant.

The ramen was delicious, yum yum... Love it alot

My dessert was the milk pudding, sweet!! NICE and i want more of it.

So little time to spend with baby, sigh... dun like it.

Today he on duty again, tomorrow also, sigh...

Miss him so badly...

Love you baby

2010-08-09T22:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

National day today but i've got nothing to do..

Darling on duty, can't play my game, cause i'm stuck... -.-

Was bored the whole day, but watched some shows online at least

and slept for awhile. I think i've been eating too much and i'm becoming fat.

Sigh.... Must start weighing myself le.

This year NDP is so much better compared to last time or the few years,

at least they bring back Kit Chan to sing, the song 'Home' she sang brought

back memories, it was really memorable. This year's fireworks are the best!!

It lit the whole of the pandang and those surrounding it.

Miss darling, tomorrow also cannot see him, sigh...

2010-08-05T22:15:00.034+08:00

4 August 2010

1st Anniversary of

TAN PEIYUAN & MAGGIE CHUI

O well, here's the update for our anniversary.

Due to some incident, our anniversary wasn't that big but still special and enjoyable.

Instead of watching a movie, baby and me went to play LAN, haha

wanted to play too cause I didn't play with baby for a long time.

But i enjoy it alot, it was fun to play with him. That's how we got together, while playing LAN.

After playing for 2 hours at Dhoby, we walked all the way to bugis.

Initially, we thought of going to a buffet restaurant but both of us were craving for steaks,

so we went to "Jack's place" , I love the steaks there.

Total, we had a 3 course meal, soup, main course and desserts.

The food was delicious, we took quite alot of pictures as well..

We used the camera that baby bought for me!!

Sony cybershot W320 -pink

Love the camera!!!

Brownie with ice cream

Marble cheese cake

The cup that you see is made of chocolate

Teas

Earl grey & Lady grey

Jack's place special

Fire steak

Some pictures before eating

Soups

Lobster bisque & Mushroom

Camcore

Additional stuffs

Sometimes I wonder, why can't people just mind their business.

They don't understand other people's feelings or what happened to them.

It's very fustrating.

2010-08-01T22:41:00.012+08:00

31 July 2010

COUPLES OUTING!!

Had lots of fun with everyone :)

Love the way we gather once in awhile, as a group.

I think this should be done more often before all of us disappear.

The dinner was as what I expected, service totally SUCKS!

Jesmine took pictures of all of us.

Love this memory :)

Shall introduce all the couples except 2 :)

Baby's fish face :)

The three Ladies

I don't know what i was doing

I honestly don't know when she took this

Dumb Faces.... -.-

Baby & Me

Alison & Kenry(not couple)

Lynette & Daniel

Jesmine & Danny

2010-07-28T23:12:00.006+08:00

Poor baby, he burned his hand yesterday. The blister is SOOO BIG!!!

Horrible, those white stuff are the cream that the doc prescripted.

Poor poor beibao beibao

DESERT FOR TODAY!!!

My durian puffs, yumyum

PRESENTING TODAY'S DINNER...

AMBUSH

European dining

Dearie had pasta with fried chicken, it was delicious!

I had spicy pork with rosti and salad, yumyum too!

The ambience was not that bad, noisy though, but what can you

do when the food is at a reasonable price and delicious?

Worth going there to eat again!

2010-07-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

1 week 2 more days to go...

All right! Time to update....

Friday, not that it totally sucks but still yes...

Sigh...

Wouldn't say anything about it.

Saturday, its games day all the way till night with Beibao.

Was bored, so we played.

TODAY!!!!!!!!!

We went cycling...Woohoo!!

Cycled for 2 hours and my legs feels tired.

Lunch was 'Kebab'?

Forgotten how to spell it, so yea.

After our AWESOME lunch, we went home.

Together with Lolo and Yong yong.

They played games for awhile and slept till it was time for dinner.

Dinner was STEAMBOAT.. yumyum

The soup was really super delicious!! Love the Tom yam

Ate till i was super full.

Love my baby!!!

2010-07-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

I wanna get new stuffs...sigh

Not enough money. Have to save for alot of stuffs.

O well... slowly, since i'm working part time.

I wanna go for Degree course....but mama don't want to pay for me.

Sucks...

Tomorrow, i have to get up at 6am just to prepare for work.

Sigh, i will never want to work this early again.

2010-07-13T16:38:00.003+08:00

After the movie, Yong Yong and lolo went to TGX first.

Baby and me went to buy his earpiece, Monster brand.

I want the headsets!!!

The sound system is so good, so clear!

I bought Manju for baby to try and the rest as well.

YUM YUM

Next, i must buy the manju and Scallop takoyaki balls.

Didn't really enjoy much because of my DUMB backache.

Sigh....

Despicable Me

is a nice show, super funny.

Watched it on Sunday with Baby, Lolo, Yong Yong, Fluff and Amanda.

2010-07-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

I was so disappointed that I didn't get to see

Gordon Ramsay.

Awww.... This is sad.

Was looking forward to see him while working.

O well, too bad then.

Not used to staying at home on Saturdays, this SUCKS!

2010-07-07T10:03:00.007+08:00

COSFEST DAY TWO

COSFEST DAY ONE

2010-07-03T11:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a total mess!

First, while i was changing, this 2 'CHINA GIRLS' came in.

So when i changed and came back, my uniform stuff went missing.

And that 2 'CHINA IDIOTS' CAN TAKE IT AS I DON'T KNOW, WHEN THEY

THEMSELVES WERE SPEAKING IN CHINESE AND TALKING ABOUT ME!

IS LIKE WTF! As if i don't know like that. Of course the me, i just looked at them

with my high and mighty style then walk away. At the most, just go take my

uniform stuffs again lor.

O well, next is, I'm not sure about how Shangri la does their western dinner.

I had a IC and 2 seniors. The IC may not have time to teach me arh, that i can understand.

BUT, the senior who came from China is like WTH, can't even teach me.

At least the other senior was willing to teach me things when i asked her.

All that China woman did was ask me to serve drinks! That is don't need to learn lah!

Hoe am i suppose to learn like that!?

Totally PISSED OFF!!!

2010-06-29T09:51:00.002+08:00

Things are better with Baby these days...I hope

5 more days to our 11th Mthsary.

Need to save up more money!!!

Anyway, the most annoying thing is 'SPOILED BRATS'

No matter how smart you are, doesn't mean you can

have whatever you want. You are the WORST OF THE WORST

to me. In my whole life, I've NEVER seen someone like you!

Spoiled till ALMOST EVERYONE HATES YOU.

Doesn't your Academic results are better you can get what you want.

Is OMGOSH!! you can even WANT TO THROW SOMEONE OUT OF THEIR OWN HOUSE!

LIKE WTF!!

You might as well just get out from your own house.

The times you study are at the wrong timing and NEVER think about the

others with you.

I think your EQ still sucks...

2010-06-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

Oooo my gosh!!!

I'm getting annoyed.

But i have to calm myself down...

HONESTLY!!!!!!

HOW CAN I CALM MYSELF DOWN!?

Arrgghhhh...

Maggie Maggie Maggie

What are you going to do?

Why does it always happen?

Why must i always wait!?

I don't want to wait...

I'm always waiting and waiting and waiting

I'm just so 'FISH' bored.

I'm waiting for someone who says one thing

and end up another thing.

So tired...

I don't want to go to school tommorrow.

My entire life is in a MESS.

Sigh...

What am I going to do?

I wanna rest...

I wanna get out and do some shopping

But where's the money?

2010-06-19T11:42:00.002+08:00

I think i'm better off dead.

I'm just so tired of settling things...

I just wanna leave it alone until it burst,

and i might do something stupid...

*Sigh.....

2010-06-14T17:42:00.002+08:00

Lack of sleep.

Dearie bought me a 'Adidas' bag.

Super NICE!!

Its in pink and I finally have a bag pack.

Lalala...

2010-06-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'M EXTREMELY PISSED OFF

2010-06-07T23:32:00.008+08:00

Today was nothing special except that my

tongue still hurts so much.

Its a big big ulcer...

Miss Baby today

6th June 2010

Nothing much to say...

5th June 2010

We went to Starfest.

I wore the dress that i bought that day with Charm.

It was a sexy dress...

It was UBER LOW!!

All we did there was nothing,

then we headed down to play lan.

Finally!! After so long... I played with Baby again

hehehe...

And we played starcraft for awhile too.

As for dinner...

we went to 'Crystal jade' to eat.

It was a A-la carte steamboat buffet.

Expensive and NO XIAO LONG BAO!!!!

With had dinner with Lolo and Cassidy.

And that was that for today.

4th June 2010

Our 10th mthsary

but nothing special cause Baby had to work,

so he's tired.

3rd June 2010

It's charm's birthday!!

Celebrated 1 day earlier.

We had a good time.

We firstly went to fish and Co. for our late lunch,

we didn't know what to eat so we had that.

But so sad...they didn't have my 'New york fish & chips'.

After that, we went to window shop....

and O i bought dresses, it was super NICE!!

and we continued like this and took pictures,

after that, we passed by an ice-cream shop that has my nickname.

'Maggie Moo's'!!

Cute name, the ice cream was delicious, yum yum.

We had 'pink bubblegum' and 'cotton candy'

they had so many different flavors and i wanna try it ALL!!!

But charm had to go home early to study.

So too bad...

2010-06-03T00:04:00.004+08:00

I was doing this, saw this on FB.

But only can be use till a certain level.

Need to have credits.

I hope we can resolve everything soon...

I really hope we can support each other

through thick and thin.

Baby...hope you can be my pillar of support

2010-06-02T00:10:00.002+08:00

What should I do?

Why is it like this?

What don't you get it?

What is wrong?

Should I do something?

But there's nothing that I can do.

No matter how much I want,

I'll be always alone.

You don't understand at all.

No matter how many times I tell you,

it never get in.

My words mean nothing to you.

Your heart and soul is not with me

but somewhere else.

When can I get it back?

How can I get it back?

I feel so alone....

2010-05-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

Prince of Persia

Nice show, love it.

Sadly, the story line is not as good.

But it is a good show.

Better than 'Clash of the titans'

2010-05-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

Went for Dearie's graduation.

Congrats to my Baby, Sergeant Tan!

HEHEHEHEHE....

Anyway, while we on the way to Dear's graduation.

We, Dear's parents, brother and SIL,

were in the lorry.

When the traffic light turned green,

and we were moving off....

Suddenly an indian man appear out of no where.

He ran across the road while we were moving off.

It's lucky that we didn't bang him down.

It was so near.

That guy was really STUPID!!!

2010-05-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

When can i get out from the house?

When can i start earning my own allowance?

I really really wanna get out of the house.

Can't stand her any longer.

Hate her Hate her Hate her!!!!!!

Sick and tired of staying in this house.

What's the used of being so strict?

The stricter you become, rebellious we become.

I can't do this I can't do that...

Then when can i start doing things on my own?

I can't even have a life on my own.

I wanna enjoy before i start work but i can't even have that.

I'm 20 ALREADY!!!

And i'm going to start work very soon plus

i don't have weekends off(maybe).

I don't have time to do things i really want also.

Must my life be this boring before i start work.

I can't even go clubbing for god sake!!!!

At what age and i still never step once into a club!!?

Must i be so FUCKING old to step into one.

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!

Everytime i ask you something nicely,

you screamed at me.

WTF is wrong with you!!!????

NO WONDER NOBODY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU OR TELL

YOU ANYTHING BECAUSE ALL YOU DO IS

SCREAM!

2010-05-22T00:12:00.005+08:00

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Dear dear surprised me..

He bought Tickets for Shrek

hehehe...

Love the show!

Puss in Boots was so CUTE!!!

Cute Tiggy!!!

Was playing with her before i went out.

Finally get to take a good picture of her

CUTE CUTE EYES LOOK

Went to Wendy's with Sweetie for dinner.

YUM YUM...

Nice food, the beef is not as dry as Macs.

Tried the Quarter Pounder.

The Fries were good, like Mos Burger Fries.

2010-05-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Finally!!! I found it!!!

My Favourite theme in FFXIII.

Darling Baby,

I will always love you no matter what.

Whatever gets in our way,

I will still love you.

No matter how much we quarrel or fight,

i will love you and i know you will too.

Somethings you said that makes my heart breaks,

I will forgive you.

But i will still remember what you said.

Either this or that, something will change.

Somethings I will change for you,

but will you do the same?

2010-05-18T23:10:00.001+08:00

From now on.....

I'm going to be a different person.

Since you want it that way,

you can have it.

2010-05-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

Big major SCREW up!

Annoyance!

Ignorance!

HATE IT HATE IT!!

Sick and Tired

In Misery

Honestly annoyed by Friday.

Because of that, I'm miserable.

I maybe miserable till I dunno when.

As long as it continues and ME,

who doesn't know how to deal with it,

will STAY MISERABLE.

They don't get it at all!!!

I maybe unreasonable but.....

get this straight...

You GUYS DON'T GET GIRLS'.

Saturday

Got a SURPRISE from Baby...

He delivered Breakfast to me ...

EARLY IN THE MORNING!!

He bought Macs breakfast for me,

he came to my house at 7.20am.

SO SWEET!!!

Thanks Baby...Was really SURPRISED!

After Baby fell asleep, someone MSN me...

AND

POINTED OUT MY MISTAKE FOR FRIDAY'S INCIDENT

it really made me feel more miserable

I know what I have done,

as if i'm not sick and tired of it.

I should be the one who is sick and tired of this.

Is like WHY MUST I ALWAYS

MEAN WHAT I'VE SAID WHEN HE DOESN'T?

It's unfair... to me...

Why must I always wait for you?

SUNDAY

My whole mood was RUIN...

It was crying day...

Practically cried for almost the whole day.

Just couldn't stop...

Because of what that someone told me..

And I told Baby things rashly

BUT

I really meant what I've said...

But Baby comforted me all the way...

He told me I didn't have to do what I told him.

Really appreciate Baby for understanding part of it.

I was really really very very upset.

I guess I have to try my best to IGNORE...

No matter how miserable I am.

MONDAY

Baby brought me to 'Billy Bombers' to eat.

That's my dinner for today hehe...

The 'MILKSHAKE' was SSUUPPPERRR!!!

2010-05-11T18:03:00.003+08:00

KISSING YOU

Sparks fly it's like electricity

I might die, when I forget how to breathe

You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be

Time stops like everything around me is frozen

And nothing matters but these

Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you

When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

Past loves they never got really far

Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart

And I promise I wouldn't do this

Till I knew it was right for me

But no one, no guy that I met before

Could make me feel so right and secure

And have you noticed I loose my focus

And the world around me disappears

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you

When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

I've never felt nothing like this

You're making me open up

No point in even trying to fight this

It kinda feels like it's love, love

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissin you

When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

2010-05-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

Baby's 21st Birthday.

Happy Birthday Sweetie

Celebrated Baby's Birthday on Saturday.

Went to Ashton to eat,

FOR DINNER.

Cause someone did not eat at Ashton

before.

Bought my sweetheart a hoodie jacket,

a CUTE one from 'Topshop'

Cake was from 'Bakerzin',

LOVE Bakerzin's cakes.

YUM YUM....

Our desert was......

*********************

BEANCURD!!!

Today.....

HEHEHEHEHEHE

Baby.....

HEHEHEHEHEHE

BROUGHT ME TO SWIM!!!

It's been so long.

O and i saw Juraimi,

what a small world.

Thank those who came

for my sweeheart's

birthday dinner!!!

AND

Happy Mother's Day

Love you Mummy

2010-05-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

To my BABY Tan PeiYuan

Muacks Muacks

爱上你

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧
最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现
当我终于住进你的心里分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容一天一天
到永远那一天

2010-05-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

To My BABY Sweetheart!!!

2010-05-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

I love my sweetheart...

He is so adorable...

He cares for me...

*I was making a song up so.....erm...

excuse mio hehehe*

Just got back my lappy

But i soooo wanna

REFORMAT it.

Its horrible!!!!!

I wonder how they used it

ITS TOO MUCH!!!

2010-04-15T21:05:00.005+08:00

Updating me blog after a long time.

Shall update my pictures.

The rest of the pictures are on facebook

2010-03-31T17:55:00.001+08:00

Waiting for you

2010-03-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes the way i see things

maybe different from you.

But somethings have to be seen

in another person's shoes,

to understand the other

person, to know how they

feel.

If you don't see it in that way,

then, what do u know?

You wouldn't understand that

person's feelings.

Sometimes... closing one eye

is a good thing but sometimes,

it doesn't help at all.

All you gonna get is nothing and

more disappointments.

Assignments Assignments

trying to do the powerpoint but not

all of it, got stuck. Only tuesday can

i get help.

I'm so lonely....

I'm so bored....

I'm so....

I don't know also.

2010-03-08T18:03:00.002+08:00

7 months and 4 days together

Love my sweetheart

Love you dear

Though times are not as

how it was used to be,

being unhappy with

each other and all

but

as long as we are

happy together

and

loving each other

always

nothing is impossible

2010-02-23T20:59:00.001+08:00

Why is it always like that?

What is wrong?

Don't get it at all...

2010-02-22T19:34:00.001+08:00

Dearie bought an iphone

then let me use

hehehe...

using it the whole time

2010-02-18T10:12:00.002+08:00

This year's CNY was BORING...

and Valentine's Day was on that day.

Thanks to that day, my V Day was

...................................

Can't spend a single day in peace

Being INTERRUPTED everytime

Getting very very ANNOYED

Am so so DISAPPOINTED

So so so very UPSET

2010-02-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

2010-02-07T23:11:00.011+08:00

Saturday....

Went to 'Waraku' to have lunch,

didn't suit my taste.

Suppose to go 'Fisherman's Wrath',

but some didn't like to east fish.

We spent a total of $127

Then Dearie and me

saw the 'Love lock', and

went to redeem it...

HEHEHEHE...

Its for Valentine's Day.

2010-02-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'M SOOOO BORED!!!

Sick and tired of being bored...

Went to meet Dearie yesterday...

Was glad to see him

at the same time,

i was extremely tired...

O well, at least i got to see him.

Hate this computer, can't play my game

Shut down on its own while playing.

I wanna get a new computer

for myself.

Thought i could talk to dearie longer,

but he was tired, so i let him sleep...

NOW!

I've got nothing to do

SUCKTHUMB!!!!

2010-01-28T09:33:00.002+08:00

Sweet...

I know i've been unreasonable

picking fights with you

not knowing what you wanted,

what you were thinking.

Throwing my temper without thinking

I just want to spend more time with you

and

doing this, is just wasting time rather than

spending it with you.

I want to sincerely apologise to you.

2010-01-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Love is sweet though it may hurt at times

but there were joys and laughter, enjoying

every moment with each other.

Love is gives you warm, like the

sun.

To my dearest...

Loving you has been the greatest of my life

Having you in my life has made my

world bright and colourful

To be able to care for you,

to love you

to share all the good times and bad times,

facing difficulties together,

enjoying every moment, everyday

together.

Love You Dear

2010-01-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

I'm Bored...

2010-01-19T00:11:00.008+08:00

BIG BIG BIG MISTAKE/REGRET

2010-01-14T22:53:00.001+08:00

Did well in our project. Thanks to u guys
Bored Bored BOred Bored Bored

2010-01-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!! F**K ... MY SLIPPERS GAVE WAY WHILE WALKING HOME AND I HAD TO WALK BARE-FOOTED ALL THE WAY HOME... ANGRY!!!!!
WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!

2010-01-07T21:43:00.001+08:00

My life is a dread without my love is not with me

2010-01-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

5th Month

Love Dearie

2009-12-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

JUST UPDATED ME BLOG
AND NEW SONGS ADDED!!!!

2009-12-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

To my cute, adorable, lovable dear...

2009-12-14T20:17:00.006+08:00

Dear bought the Necklace as a Christmas Present

2009-12-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

2009-12-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

What's my World Turning into....

2009-11-30T22:28:00.001+08:00

Pissed off....Waited the whole day and what i get was "BULLSHIT"

2009-11-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't have done that
I should have just ignore it
Like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear
I shouldn't have listen to love at all...

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and run way like this
Without a word loves leave me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next,
my closed lips were surprised
because it came without a word

song....

2009-11-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

MY DEAR DEAR GIVE ME FLOWERS!

2009-11-18T13:01:00.001+08:00

I'm really sorry

2009-11-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

*Sigh* Sometimes, its really good to keep this from people in order not to hurt them. Though some may not think so, but its the best option if you don't want them crying.
Hurts pretty hard

2009-11-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

Went Blank today...

2009-11-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

Fall into a hole and difficult to climb out from that hole...
This is what i feel...when someone gives up on you...

2009-11-05T12:24:00.002+08:00

3 mths, 1 day.
I'm getting bored...Don't feel lke working...
Don't feel like studying, practically no mood
for anything. I just wanna stay in bed and sleep.
Missing my dear...

2009-11-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Love You...Miss You...

2009-10-30T22:46:00.001+08:00

I don't know anything anymore...

2009-10-27T18:37:00.001+08:00

3 MORE DAYS!!!!

2009-10-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

There are times, when the things you do,
makes me unhappy.
But that is my fault.
There are times that i am selfish,
that i can't help it,
but i thought about how you would felt
if i was in your shoes.
Though you do not know what happen,
yet, you are patient with me and i
thank you for that.
And i would like to say that,
I am sorry & i love you

2009-10-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

SICK....no mood.... missing someone

2009-10-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'M SUPER ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

Pretty tired...tomorrow project...in the midst of doing my final project...

Did this picture yesterday, while researching hehehe...

2009-10-12T22:40:00.015+08:00

2009-10-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

HEHEHE....my sweetheart bought me my FAVOURITE JACKET!!!!

2009-10-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

Some say love is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love is a razor
That leaves ur soul to bleed

Some say love is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say, it is a flower

2009-10-07T11:38:00.002+08:00

2009-09-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

2009-09-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

2009-09-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'll say yes forever to stay by your side
No matter what challenges to come in the future
Even if a crisis was to come,
i'll be able to overcome it, if i'm with you

2009-09-22T20:59:00.001+08:00

I wanna go out!!! Waste time!!!
Time is so SLOW...
Waiting and waiting and waiting

I LOVE PEI YUAN!!!!

This is what happens when you are bored to death

2009-09-18T21:13:00.001+08:00

I hope you will wait for me

2009-09-17T19:48:00.001+08:00

Was bored and drew this...

missing you...

2009-09-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

I'm so missing you right now...
Life's boring without you
Time passes slow every single day
All i can do is wait for you